Social Science
A
s acid can melt fingerprints, last night's dose of
Marybeth has erased that part of Henry's brain
that controls forgetting. All Saturday morning she
has been unforgiving. She haunts the house, going through
her old routines but dressed as she had been the night
before. He sees her in the tub, infiated pillow under her
neck, her stockinged legs crossed, her feet covered with
the same frumpish ankle boots. In the kitchen she licks the
lid of an opened can of soup. In the bedmom she lifts her
weights in front of the mirror, her eyes, fierce and anthracitic,
concentrating on the slip-slide of the dozens of
bracelets on her arms. How easily those same eyes found
Dave Brinkley's last night and softened. Instant friends
they were, linked by a common annoyance. "Dave," she
said, loud enough for Henry to hear, "E know a quiet place
where we won't be disturbed."
- Mrs. Steiner phones. She reminds Henry to stay near
the house tomorrow when Mr. Brinkley comes for the
envelope. "Maybe you can put on a suit and look nice for
him. I bet you haven 't done ihat since your wedding day. "
- Henry climbs the stairs, his legs heavy, as if chimpanzees
were clinging to them. In his study he shuffies
a stack of essays, and miraculously Agnes's rises like
cream to the top. Divine Providence! He picks up the
phone and dials the campus switchboard. The operator
rings Agnes's extension number in the dorm. Without any
pretext he'11 ask her to lunch. They'11 go to a place where
people in ankle boots aren't served. But after too many
unanswered rings his enthusiasm for the adventure dies,
and for a fleeting instant he thinks Dave Brinkley has way-laid
Agnes too.
- Upstairs he reads her essay, a paean to a boy named
Buzz. No camouflaged emotions here. Not a single cryptic
trope. Just unadulterated, unfiltered, irrational goo from
the heart. No matter what methodology he employs in his
reading of the text, one sentiment prevails: "Buzz is best."
Henry puts down his pencil and takes up the red ballpoint
reserved for his other students. Soon her essay resembles
the latticework of arteries and veins on an anatomical chart.
He populates the margins and the tight spaces between
lines with convoluted bloodworms. He maims every sentence,
bad or good. Finally, Henry awards a grade: D+.
Then he reconsiders and whites-out the vertical component
of the plus sign. He has seen it happen so many times
before -- as love grows, writing skills decline.
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